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am dyingg. cant sleep ! :'(
Friday 18 January 2013 | 12:35 | 0 comments
im trying to sleep just now but the voice on my head are too loud, and im remembering all these things that i hv done. so i turn to my side, face the wall and breath slowly. close my eyes and open its. close its once more than i see his face now, you know the boy im tell you about. now, i know i wont be able to sleep. i supposed this is why mos people get insomnia. the voice wont go away, the memories keep coming back and haunt them in the darkness of the night. i put my blanket onto me and cry silently. just a little bit, just to make it easier to breath. im out of my blanket and try to sleep again but i cant. its gonna be a long nite for me. ;'(
is there any way that i can stay in your arm ? :')
| 12:15 | 0 comments
here, still here. at this table, alone, at 4.15am just returned home and as usual am feeling empty.
what am i thinking rite now? well, normal range about life. status, study, money, family. hmm, were it can be turned back time, huh ? i really will not be grounded here. reason than it is here that started everything that sucks and destructive my life. damn. but the pity it was too late. so much i wasted time, money and energy. want or not need to proceed even reach can achieve what the dream by the family. so sad. :'(
If You're Not The One • Lyrics • Female Version • Nikki Gil
| 11:34 | 0 comments
"If You're Not The One" If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all I'll never know what the future brings But I know you're here with me now We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? I don’t know why you’re so far away But I know that this much is true We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with And I wish that you could be the one I die with And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? ‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today ‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right And though I can’t be with you tonight You know my heart is by your side I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I could stay in your arms |